I was on vacation and had a lot of fun! Every now and then I could use the internet but not for long.

I wish that I could so very badly post something interesting or something intellectual, but lately all that information or motivation has been lost in me.

I'm not depressed, I'm just trapped between worlds so to speak. One day I want to go out and ride my bike and the next day I want to sit in my room and listen to music or play my own music. I wonder if this is normal or if I'm going through "YET" another strange mode.

I should rename my blog "Strange Angel" because that's what I'm feeling lately.

I'm not sad, or mad or lost, just strangely empty in thoughts or ideas!



I have been doing a lot of writing, but not here on the stream, in my own journal....via written form. I have poured out my heart and vented my mind but nothing really interesting or intellectual.

I'm going to therapy and things seem pretty stable with the flashbacks or the nightmares even the grieving has reached a different aspect in my life.

Love ya and hope everyone is doing well.

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